There's a war in my head and no matter who wins, I lose
There's always voices calling, laughing screaming in my mind
There's never any quiet why is peace so hard to find?
Couldn't stop them if I wanted to I don't know what the fuck to do
They tell me to be angry they tell me to be mean
They say not to believe a single fucking thing I've seen
With thoughts like that in my head it'll be no wonder when I wind up dead
They don't have nothing nice to say, they tell me to get fucked
They only want what's worst for me I'm set to self-destruct
A passing urge they make it linger, where's the trigger? Here's my finger
They've taken everything from me and still they scream for more
I give and give it's not enough what do I even bother for?
With thoughts like that in my head it'll be no wonder when I wind up dead
Life's not easy, life's not fun
Plant a big sloppy kiss on the barrel of a gun
Don't have to struggle, it's easy to see
My life's a fucking joke and everyone's laughing but me
Ha ha ha when I wind up dead
Ha ha ha when I wind up dead
"Uh yeah, I always kinda figured one day, he'd, ya know, wind up dead"
A new track from this tough-as-nails Boston hardcore outfit has some words for men who would dehumanize women in the scene. Bandcamp New & Notable Mar 21, 2018